A month of months

Amd the answer is "no, I can't write two posts in under 1/2 hour."

Music
I saw SUUNS live and made a dork of myself at the merch table with one of the band members and bought vinyl. I can't stop listening to the SUUNS and Jerusalem In My Heart album. Speaking of vinyl, I got a cheap thrift store receiver and finally hooked up my sister's turntable. I blasted myself with old records and may have made my neighbor laugh while I belted out "Movin' Right Along" courtesy Kermit and Fozzie.

I worked on my album and got everything edited.

I went through a few weeks of My Harp Mastery and discovered "30 Days to Done", which helped my fine-tune my practice schedules.

I played a wedding outdoors on a campground at the coast and it was wonderful. I got to play some Battlestar Galactica music for it!

Books
I read "Unbroken" (despite writing it in my Christmas letter as "Broken") by Laura Hillenbrand. It was terrifying and hopeful. And read by Edward Herrmann, RIP.

I really liked "Darker Shade of Magic" by V.E. Schwab. The coat that you can take off and fold and turn inside out to turn it into a different coat folded and turned my mind inside out.

Movies/TV
Watching Jessica Jones, Grantchester, Luke Cage, and Westworld with friends has been a balm for my soul. I've also been watching the crap out of "The Mighty Boosh".

Seeing Lawrence of Arabia in 70mm was... wow, just wow. At the same theater, I saw Metropolis (1927) with live organ music.

Miscellaneous
My mom is recovering from her stroke. I trained for the next higher job classification. We did a TSD rally again. I made lost of socks.

Have you read "The Age of Miracles" by Karen Thompson Walker?  It's pretty good.  It's a coming-of-age (I hate that phrase, but what other will do?) story of an 11-year-old girl dealing with a first crush, mean girls, parents, and a possibly demented grandfather.  It teeters on the edge of being a YA novel, but what tips it slightly into the adult literature realm is the backdrop with Earth's rotation inexorably slowing and the world possibly coming to an end.  Walker does such a good job of incorporating the normal-ness of changing life in the teen years into the desolation of the changing external world, that I had to remind myself as I was going about my days the world wasn't actually slowing down.  And I was actually feeling a little tense about it until I finished it.

Aaaand then I go to catch up on podcasts from over the holidays only to find Radiolab talking about... THE EARTH'S ROTATION SLOWING! Aaaahhh! 

I recently read Willpower: Rediscovering the Greatest Human Strength by Roy F. Baumeister and John Tierney. I was initially drawn to it because the blurb on the flyleaf said willpower is like a muscle - it can be strengthened with exercise and fatigued by overuse. Whaaat?  Clearly, willpower doesn't work quite the way I thought it does. Neither does dieting, apparently.

The last chapter of the book is a summary of the ideas presented in each preceding chapter. Since I found helpful things in the text, and want to remember them and try to use them, summarizing them myself will hopefully cement them in my brain.

Know your limits - Your willpower gets depleted by everything you make decisions about during the day. Decide to wait a couple minutes to pee? Yeah, those kinds of decisions.  Struggling with temptation depletes you. And giving in does not magically replenish your willpower.

Watch for symptoms - Are you feeling things more intensely? Is it hard to make up your mind about simple things? Are you more reluctant to make a decision or exert yourself mentally or physically? Get some food (protein), wait 1/2 hour, then the decision will be easier.

Pick your battles - Keep track of the goals you set, how long it took to accomplish them, and whether you did accomplish them. Are those goals helpful or do you just need to dismiss them next time? Always have a vague five year plan with more specific intermediate steps. Keep track monthly - "remember you don't have to meet each goal every time, what matters is your life gradually improves month to month."

Make a "to do" list, or at least "to don't" list - A catalog of things you don't have to worry about once you write them down. This is the plan that helps your unconscious to stop fretting about ignoring unfinished tasks. Apparently, if you have something to do (term paper, cleaning your email inbox, etc) and you are not doing it, your unconscious will constantly worry about it, until you make a plan. Not until you get it done, mind, but just until you make a plan to get it done. Wow, right? You have to plan specifically, though: what to do, whom to contact, how to do it (in person, by phone, or email?)

Beware the planning fallacy - You think things will take less time than they do. (I'm getting better at this.)

Don't forget the basics - Get enough sleep, keep yourself clean and fed, keep your home and work area tidy - these all put less stress on your reserve of willpower.  And low glucose levels make deciding much more difficult.

The power of positive procrastination - If you are trying to avoid temptation, tell yourself you can give in, but later. This is weirdly effective.

The nothing alternative - Set aside time to do a certain task, but if you don't feel like doing it/are uninspired, sit there for the whole time anyway. Or, rather, don't do anything else. It's a quick cure for procrastination. Raymond Chandler scheduled himself like this "a. You don't have to write. b. You can't do anything else. The rest comes of itself."  This is also an example of having an implementation plan, "that specific if-x-then-y strategy that has been shown to reduce the demands on willpower." Basically, pre-commitment. Trying to keep to your diet at a party? Plan ahead: If there's cake there, you will have the vegetables and crackers.

Keep track - Constant monitoring is essential. Balance your checkbook everyday. Weigh yourself every day.

Reward often - Video games are so addictive (and helpful for building self control!) because they give many small rewards and a few occasional big ones for planning and accomplishing goals.  How would you make your tasks/goals into games?

The Future of Self Control - It takes self control to enjoy all the free time we have these modern days, and you have to plan for it.  Vacations don't happen by accident.